Sorry for the wait! I've been trying to get through life, which so far is going to hell in a hand basket. However, lets talk of happy things. Puppies, friends, summer, anything. Life is full of happy things. I got a new puppy last year, his name is Barney, and he is a Shih-Tzu. A lot of people don't like these dogs because they think they're yappers or whatever. This is simply not the case with a pure-bred Shih-Tzu. They're very calm, cuddly, and a great family dog. Barney will come up on my lap, roll over and lay in my arms like a baby, and bat at my hand until i rub his belly. He's definitely a momma's boy.
Throughout my lovely falling apart, I have a few true friends that have been there for me. People think I'm all over the place, and truly, I am. I want something one minute, and another thing another minute. I feel love and I feel hate, and I need to let go of the things weighing me down. I'm sorry for confusing everyone, it's never my intention. But I would like to thank all those who have stuck with me and haven't laughed in my face about the pain I've been through, or called me names that honestly aren't true.
Summer is actually a time I'm beginning to dread. I don't want to be stuck in a very small camper with  a stepmother that causes drama, a father who can't handle it, and an over anxious German Shepard. I can't move to anyone's house either, because I don't wish to put anyone to any trouble.

I am very sorry if this is all difficult to follow, again, I don't mean to cause confusion. I'm all a bit confused myself.